Dad, it's november now. And yeaa, today is November 7. How time flies right? It's been 7 months you left us. Dad, 20 more days to my birthday but you're not here with me. Remember last year when you gave me a birthday present? Hah it's a gift for other people yet you gave it to me. You gave it to me a day before my birthday yet you're thinking that day is my birthday. Hahah you're such a funny guy dad. And also, on that day itself, it's the first day you're admitted inside the hospital. Dad, i miss you. I can't go on like this. No, i can't be strong any longer. I can't endure any longer, dad. I need you here by my side.