Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!✨ Dad, salam aidiladha. Let me tell you what had happened today. First thing of all, mum cried infront of us. Nope, it's not the first time i saw her cry but it's like the first time i saw her cried and telling what's she had been keeping to herself eversince you passed away. Dad, when she cried, i swear i was crying too. I felt what she feels all these times. Those hard times that me and lil-bro gave her, really hurts her alot. Dad, how i wish you were still here so that things won't be like how it is now. But i know, Allah s.w.t love you more than us. I know HE lend you to us so that each and everyone of us can feel your fatherhood-love. Dad, i know i had so many wrongdoings toward mum. I don't wanna see her hurt again. But i can't change this attitude of mine. Though i'm trying not to quarrel with her and always listen to what she's saying, i can't help it andcwill surely argued back with her. I know how she feels but hmmm i don't know how to say this out. After everything's doing fine, we went to BP. Your siblings are so happy to see us, dad. I know your siblings miss you too.  Too many things had happened dad. I can't put them all in words. Everyone miss you alot, dad.