"Maybe we're trying,
Trying too hard,
Maybe we're torn apart,
Maybe the timing is beating our hearts,
We're empty"

Dad, i don't want to get hurt once more. I don't know what's going on right now. It's seems like i can't move on from the past. Yes, he's always and had always been on my mind every single time. I just can't seem to get over him. I don't know what i should do now. Been telling myself over and over again not to fall for someone from the same class as it will distract me like my past. But whenever things happened, my past haunt me. Cause i know, i don't want things to be exactly the same as what happened during nitec life. Dad, what should i do?